October 29, 2018

November 2018 Horoscope

We begin the month of November with the energies of the planet Venus still in retrograde, highlighting our relationships, our money and the things we value in general. Many of us have been feeling the extra tension from this. Hopefully we are using this time wisely to re-evaluate things and to restore balance in our lives. Venus will turn direct once more on November 16th, the same day that Mercury goes retrograde and it feels a bit like the planets are playing around with us!

Mercury will be in retrograde from November 16th until December 6th but do keep in mind there is approximately ten days of the shadow period before and after the dates. We can sometimes see the effects of the retrograde during the shadow, especially those of us who have a strong Mercury influence in our personal charts.

While this is happening, it is important to keep in mind that this energy often brings with it extra frustration as communication is often strained in some form or another. It is wise to make backup plans and to make backup copies of important documents and files. If you plan on traveling during this time, it is wise to be prepared for possible delays, lost luggage, missing passports, etc.  

This is a good time for preventive maintenance so getting your car serviced, getting a physical, getting insurance, etc are all favored during this time.

A Mercury Retrograde period is the best time for doing any sort of review work. Think of the prefix “re” and apply it to just about anything and you get the idea: review, redo, revise, renew, remodeling, redecorating, etc. Practice patience and be prepared for plans to change or to fall through and you will handle this retrograde just fine!

Here's a quick guide on what to do and what not to do during a Mercury Retrograde for best results!

On November 7th, we have a New Moon in Scorpio at 15 degrees. Scorpio is one of the strongest signs in the zodiac. It often deals with the harsh lessons of losing something or letting go of something that is difficult to release, but there is always growth in this if we can choose to see it and surrender to the transformative power of Scorpio.

During this New Moon, the Sun and Moon will be making a trine aspect with the planet Neptune. This is wonderful energy for any sort of dealings with the arts; music, poetry, writing, art, etc. This is also compassionate energy, reminding you to show compassion not only for others but also with yourself. Spirituality is also highlighted with this energy and it is a good time for setting intentions having to do with your spiritual life.

Also, Venus will be square to Pluto, ruler of Scorpio and this energy can bring out obsessions, compulsions or you may be involved with someone you know is not good for you. It could bring back an old lover who wants to reconnect with you and if this is wanted, this may need some emotional healing before you can fully reconnect. It is also good energy for taking something up that you used to love but haven’t made time for, such as a hobby or sport that you enjoy. Because Venus is still retrograde during this time, it is important to remember to love yourself and give yourself the extra attention that you need. Venus also rules money so it might be a good time to revisit your relationship to money as well.

Jupiter is at the last degree of Scorpio during this phase and so it is time to let go of the old things, to release any pain you might be holding on to unnecessarily and get ready to move on. 

Now let’s not forget that Uranus, the planet of change is also in retrograde now until March.  On November 6th, just prior to this New Moon, Uranus will enter into the sign of Aries once again. This is a time to look back over the past 7 years when Uranus first entered the sign of Aries and see how far you have come since then. During the New Moon phase, this is a wakeup call to look at your past actions, review them and make new decisions to move forward again in a new way.

On November 8th, Jupiter will enter its own sign of Sagittarius and the energies shift once more. In Sagittarius, Jupiter is at home and many of us will feel an uplifting energy from this! This is a time for expanding the mind, expanding your experiences and venturing into new territory. Optimistic expansion is the energy behind this so look to see where Sagittarius is in your chart to see which areas will be highlighted for you. If you would like help in reading your chart, feel free to contact me.
On November 15th, Mars the planet of energy and direct action will enter into the dreamy and mystical sign of Pisces. While Mars is here, the energies are more subtle and we are more guided by our intuition than our intellect. For water signs (Pisces, Cancer and Scorpio) the energy will be assisting in your personal energy levels so take advantage!

On the night of the 22nd or 23rd depending on your time zone, we have the Full Moon in Gemini. This energy is social energy. It highlights our intellect, our ideas and our conversations. This is a good time to evaluate how you have been processing things mentally, are you glossing over details, getting too involved in gossip, being too restless and flighty in your thoughts? Remember, Full Moons are a great time for releasing so take a look at what things you are juggling in your life and determine what needs to be released or delegated to help you restore balance in your life.

On November 24th the planet Neptune goes direct once more. It has been retrograde since June in its own sign of Pisces. During this time, we often learn about some ugly truths either about our relationships with others, about ourselves or about our world. This is also a time when our spirituality is brought into focus and we are called to examine our more spiritual needs and see what needs to be done to reconnect with that part of ourselves. As Neptune turns direct once more, we hopefully have restored that connection, handled the truth we have learned with maturity and wisdom and found our faith renewed as we venture forward toward making our dreams a reality.

In Numerology, November is a number 4 universal month. This is a time for making plans, putting down roots, settling in and building foundations. Keep in mind with the Mercury retrograde, there may be some delays or some bumps in the actualization of this energy but with a little patience and understanding of divine timing, this shouldn’t be a problem!

If you would like to know more detail about your own charts for either astrology or numerology, contact me and I'll be happy to help!

Have a wonderful month!

October 17, 2018

Come see me at Avebury Mystikals

For my local clients, I am now offering public readings at the local metaphysical shop, Avebury Mystikals! I'm there three days a week now. Come and say hi or call to make an appointment!

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Bremerton, WA

September 26, 2018

October 2018 Horoscope

We start the month of October off with Venus, the planet of love, desire and all that we value going retrograde through the sign of Scorpio on October 5th. This is happening at 10 degrees Scorpio. Venus will go direct once more on November 15 at 25 degrees Libra. This retrograde will last for 40 days and in some schools of numerology, this is a significant number as it denotes strength gained through trials.  This can be a rather intense retrograde for some people and can sometimes lead to remarkable life changes. As this is ending in Libra, it is likely to also lead to changes in relationships and how you value them. Whether this will be a positive or negative result for you personally depends greatly on your ability to learn from and to trust the process of life.

Venus shows us what we value and what we desire. In Scorpio, this can sometimes be an all-consuming love, obsession or attraction but it can also mean a deep, emotional connection with another and learning how to merge your energies with another in order to create something more. It is reminding us of our deepest desires and inspiring us to take action to go and get it. And we need to remember that Scorpio is ruled by Pluto, the planet of transformation so this energy can be very revolutionary on an individual basis as well as on a global scale.

On October 31, Venus will retrograde through Libra. In Libra, Venus is about finding reason in your passion and how to find objectivity in your perspective when it comes to those things you value the most. Libra is ruled by Venus and in this sign the relationships in our lives are highlighted. Libra energy is about harmony, balance and fairness. It’s about give and take and equal sharing of time and affection. This energy is asking you to don a new perspective about your relationships and see what areas in your life need balancing.

For more information on this Venus retrograde, check out this interesting article by AstroButterfly, where she even describes the Venus retrograde effect on the transpersonal planets (Uranus, Neptune and Pluto) which can have a significant impact on someone’s chart.

October 8 sees the New Moon energies happening in Libra, the sign of “the other”. This is a time for relating and the Venus retrograde energy is definitely going to play a part in this. Partnerships are highlighted now and if your marriage or business partnerships need work, now is the time to focus on them. This is excellent energy for negotiating with another especially when it comes to sensitive issues. Do your best to remain objective and set the intention to create more harmony in your relationships during this New Moon phase.

October 9 Mercury enters Scorpio. This energy shifts our focus onto more deeper and meaningful subjects as Scorpio is all about digging deep and discovering the truth beneath the superficial surface. This is a time for talking about the difficult issues too as these things tend to rise to the surface during this influence. Also, if you have anything that requires investigation or research, this energy will greatly assist you in your endeavors.

The Sun enters Scorpio next on October 23, followed by the Full Moon in Taurus on October 24. While the Sun is here, our focus is on our shared resources with others, how we can tear down and transform areas of our lives. It’s also about looking beneath the surface and digging deeper to find the truth. This is intense Scorpio energy going on right now with Venus, Mercury, Jupiter (it’s been in Scorpio for about a year now) and the Sun all illuminating the issues which we normally don’t want to see or talk about. And with the Full Moon energy, the emotional energies are super charged! Scorpio energy reminds us that it might be unpleasant, but it still needs to be addressed.

On a global scale, we may see some major disclosure happening in our governments, healthcare and/or financial institutions and several of us may be left feeling rather raw and open afterwards as ugly truths are exposed. But we must remember that it is only through this process of uncovering and exposure that we can learn how to release that which is no longer working and make way for something bigger and better to come along. Although the changes may seem painful, we can always choose to find the growth rather than stay in the pain. Remember, change is inevitable but suffering is optional.

The Full Moon in Taurus on October 24 reminds us to take a look at our lifestyle and evaluate where we need to adjust our routine. This energy is very earthy and steady and it seeks comfort in all forms. This is a time for seeking a balance between all of your feelings and what you can do on a practical level in your life. Full Moons are always more intense on an emotional level but the energy of Taurus tends to slow it down a bit thankfully. This is a good time for releasing unhealthy habits on a practical level such as laziness, self-indulgence and emotional eating.

Mercury enters the sign of Sagittarius on October 30 and the energies once again shift. Mercury in Sagittarius energy is somewhat mixed. While Mercury likes details, Sagittarius does not and this mixing of energies can sometimes create mountains out of molehills and can often stretch the truth. On the other hand, Sagittarius is expansive and likes to open our minds when Mercury is involved. There is often a problem with speaking without thinking first while Mercury is here and we can sometimes forget to deploy tact in sensitive situations. It is a good reminder for us to take on different views and allow for different approaches to subjects, as well as to think before we speak so that we do not let our tongues run carelessly into conversation and we find ourselves regretting our words.

In Numerology, October 2018 is a number 3 Universal month. This is a time for expression, communication, creativity and increased social activity. October looks to be a rather active month mentally and more than likely we will see some people talking about the tougher issues (such as the disclosure happening worldwide). Many more of us will also want to talk about the planetary shift that is happening right now and how this is affecting mass consciousness. This isn’t surprising considering the Scorpio energies going on this month too.

To get a more accurate sense on how these planetary energies will be working in your personal life, look to see which house is ruled by Scorpio in your natal and progressed chart. You can get a free chart at www.astro.com or you can book a reading with me and I will be happy to discuss your chart with you over a live video chat. Learn more here.

Overall October looks to have some interesting energy going on! It’s mostly about Scorpio and its intense energies bringing transformation to our personal lives as well as to our planet. I wonder what sorts of new information we will discover. Do you have any ideas? Share them in the comments below. We just may learn some interesting new facts about life this month. We shall see!

Have a good month!

September 19, 2018

Can the Tarot Predict the Future?

As a professional tarot card reader, I am asked many questions about the Tarot: What is it? Where did it come from? Is it evil? What is it good for? And many more questions. But the one I get asked the most is: Can the Tarot accurately predict the future? In this article, I attempt to answer these questions based on my own studies, practices and opinions.  Keep in mind that there are many ways in which to read the cards and there are just as many opinions out there about tarot cards and what they can do. This is just my take on it…

What is the Tarot?

Practically speaking, the tarot is a deck of pictorial cards used to answer questions posed by the querent (the person asking the question) as interpreted by the reader. There are many, many different types of tarot and oracle cards available today and each one has its own unique twist. The interpretation is often subjective and left up to the intuition of the reader. However, some readers choose to just stick with the textbook interpretations. As long as the reader approaches the reading with the intention of being of service to others then I personally feel that any way they choose to interpret the cards will be beneficial.

Where do the cards come from?

From what I have discovered, no one really knows the origins of the Tarot. Some say they derived from an old playing card game in Italy, others say it stemmed from ancient Egypt, still others say they originated from ancient Sumeria. As for tangible evidence, the oldest deck of tarot cards known can be traced back to Italy in the year 1440. It is believed they were either called Taroochi or Tarocco and this seems to be the origin of the name Tarot today. The cards have been seen in many western cultures over the centuries and have a lot of history from which I will spare you.  Suffice it to say, their mysterious origins keep many scholars, spiritualist and historians intrigued.

In more modern times, the occultist Arthur Edward Waite worked with artist Pamela Coleman Smith and published a deck with William Rider & Son Publishing in 1910. This became known as the Rider-Waite deck, and later as the Rider-Waite-Smith deck as the artist certainly deserves recognition for her contribution. This deck has served as the platform for hundreds more as the century progressed and the interest in spiritualism increased. It remains one of the most popular decks today and is used by many readers. It was the one I first used when I began my serious studies, it is the one I recommend to my students as a beginner deck, and I still often use this deck when reading for strangers today.

Is the Tarot evil?

No, I personally do not believe that they are evil. In fact, I do not really even believe in complete evil. What I believe gets rather complex, but I will try to keep it simple here and just say that if you feel uneasy about using them, then don’t. You should always follow what feels best to you. However, I have never had any reason to believe that they are evil or that they carry negative energy of any kind for that matter.

That being said, if you choose to see them that way, then they will be that way to you. We live in a subjective reality after all. But I urge you to remember your spiritual sovereignty and realize that it is your perception that matters in this life and nothing else. You get to choose how you perceive everything; this is your freedom as a spiritual being having a human experience.

What is the Tarot good for?

There isn’t a simple answer to this one, as you get out of the tarot what you put into it. If you approach it as a tool to assist you in tapping into your subconscious mind, you can use it for personal development. If you approach it as a tool for personal inspiration in a creative project, you can use it to help generate ideas.  If you approach it as something to be feared, then you will create fearful spreads for yourself and others.  If you approach it as entertainment only, then it can be a fun party game as long as you don’t take it too seriously. If you approach it as a psychic oracle that you can use to tap into the universal mind, you can use it to read information from the Akashic Records to assist yourself and others about many different subjects. If you approach it as a divination tool, you can use it to see the path of the current timeline you are on.

I am sure there are many other approaches to it, but those are the ones I come across the most. Personally I use the Tarot for all of the above reasons save for the one about fear. Fear has no place in my readings.

Can the Tarot accurately predict the future?

We live in a quantum universe which means that every single possibility exists, as every single timeline exists. It is our conscious focus, unconscious desires, energetic (emotional) output and personal will that determines which timeline we experience in any given moment. According to some, we are constantly shifting timelines both individually and collectively.

However, we still have the Higher-Self part of us having a hand in our life. Our Higher-Self (or soul if you want to call it that) has an overview of our life and knows which episodes are needed in order to fulfill our soul lessons in this lifetime. I believe that Planet Earth is like a school for the soul and we come here to learn particular things in a 3D environment. We choose our birthdays and our families, and also certain life circumstances in order to give us the best opportunity to learn the things our soul wants to learn.

In this way we have the paradox of both destiny and free will coexisting side by side – but this can happen in a quantum universe. So yes, tarot and other divination tools can predict the future but we must keep in mind that the future is in flux. The reading that you do only shows you the current timeline you are operating from, but most of the time, you can affect the outcome. Therefore if you do a reading and you do not feel good about the outcome, the tarot can help you see what needs to be done to change it or it can show you how you can learn from it. It is a bit like reading a map of the journey you are currently on - sometimes you can take a turn to avoid the traffic jams and sometimes you are too far down the road to avoid it, so you better make the best of it. This is because if enough momentum has been built around a subject, then it may be too late to do anything to change it so your best bet is to learn how to grow from it.

As for accuracy, that is up to both the reader’s interpretation and the querent’s perception of said interpretation. Since everything is subjective, it is always wise when receiving a reading to take the reader’s interpretation with a grain of salt as a reader’s accuracy is dependent upon many things and often times the participation of the querent can greatly hinder or assist with this. And of course, the information will then be processed through the querent’s lens of perception which colors the information with their own personal desires and beliefs. Generally speaking, I find that the more practiced the reader is and the more the querent participates, the more confidence the reader gains in his or her abilities and this greatly impacts the accuracy as well.

Over the years, I have learned a lot about the Tarot and what can be done with it. In addition to the knowledge gained from astrology, palmistry and numerology, I have also learned a lot about people and their psychology from using the Tarot. One thing I have certainly learned is that the Tarot is a powerful and useful tool if you choose to use it this way.

It has certainly been a fascinating ride of spiritual understanding and self-development for me. I look forward to learning more as life is a never ending journey of discovery and expansion. I know that I do not know all there is to know about the Tarot, in fact I continue to learn more about it each time I do a reading for someone. But I feel that the more people open their minds to the possibilities available to them through the Tarot, the more we are going to learn about it. As long as we treat it with the proper respect it deserves, we stand to gain a myriad of knowledge from this fascinating and mysterious tool.

What about you? What are your beliefs around the Tarot? Let me know in the comments!

August 27, 2018

September 2018 Horoscope

After the last few months of crazy retrograde planetary energy, it's nice to see the energies shifting as we welcome September and the coming Autumn Equinox.

We start things off with Mercury, the planet of communication, mental thought processes and short distance travel entering its own sign of Virgo on September 5th. Because Mercury rules Virgo and is exalted in this sign, its energies are at its best here. We can expect shrewd thinking, careful analysis and more precise communication with this energy. It is very work orientated energy so if you have any tasks that require a lot of mental focus, now is the time to work on them.

One warning with this energy is that we tend to find faults more easily and therefore run the risk of insulting and criticizing ourselves and others because of this extra keen ability to notice all the details. Mercury in Virgo energy is challenged to use tact and find the best way of communicating without stopping production because of misunderstandings due to unnecessary criticism. Be discerning but also pull in the polarity of Virgo - which is Pisces’ compassion and empathy - to help balance it. This will help you gain more ground in your communication with others during this time. Mercury is only here for a short time as it will enter Libra on the 21st.

September 6th sees the energies of Saturn once again turn direct. This planet has been retrograde for the past few months, ever since April 17th in the sign it rules, Capricorn and it hasn’t been an especially easy transit! Many have been dealing with the karma coming up which needed to be cleared and this can often lead to some personal dilemmas as well as relationship blowouts.

Also, negative thinking and depression is a common occurrence whenever Saturn is involved, so if you’ve been feeling rather blue, things should be looking better now. We must keep in mind that Saturn is also our great teacher, providing us with opportunities for growth. As Saturn turns direct, the pressure is lifted and if we were good little students, we will have learned much over this retrograde period. Saturn challenges us to gain wisdom through our trails, but like Nietzsche said “That which does not kill us, makes us stronger.”

Venus, the planet of love, money, possessions and pleasure enters the sexy and steamy sign of Scorpio on the 9th. Venus is about relationships, Scorpio is about passion and deep meaning. This means we will crave more meaningful and intense experiences when relating with others.  With this energy, we are not concerned with superficial or base level relationships, we are looking for more intimacy, depth and opportunities to merge with our partners.

Be mindful of playing mind games with others either to exert or give up your personal power as the darker side of Scorpio can sometimes get nasty. Stay grounded by applying the polarity of Scorpio’s opposite - Taurus’s ability to think deliberately and act practically - to your impulse to dive too deeply into the power struggle game.

Money is also ruled by Venus so when Scorpio gets involved, we can see issues concerning shared assets come into play. It is a good time for devising a family budget, so long as you and your partner are working fairly and with common goals. Subtle issues in this department will become more apparent while Venus is here so if you are not in harmony about these shared assets, there may be some bumps to smooth out.

September 9th also sees the energy of the New Moon in Virgo. This is a good time for making plans, analyzing data, setting goals and getting organized. Just be mindful of being too critical of yourself and others! Set your intentions for this New Moon phase (from now until the Full Moon on the 24th) to focus on the area in your chart which Virgo rules. This transit occurs at 17 degrees Virgo. You can get a free birth chart from www.astro.com to see which house Virgo rules in your chart.

On September 10th Mars, the planet of energy, action and desire goes through the cerebral sign of Aquarius for the second time this year. It was retrograde for most of the summer, causing many of us to feel the frustration of feeling stagnant and unable to make progress. Also many of us were experiencing anger, impatience and extra tension because of this energy but now it eases up as the emotional coolness of Aquarius causes it to simmer down. Now is a time to don a new perspective of those areas you wish to apply your energy - what haven’t you tried before? In what new ways can you approach your desires?

On September 21st Mercury enters Libra after a very short stint through Virgo earlier this month. When Mercury is in the air sign of Libra, our communication often becomes softer and more harmonizing. We are more willing to listen to others and to make compromises in order to be fair and just. If you had any arguments with others, now is a better time for finding common ground and negotiating peace.   

On September 22nd the Sun enters Libra and this harmonizing energy is amplified. The Sun enters Libra on the Fall Equinox, a time when both day and night are equal and equality is the name of the game for Libra. During this time we seek better relationships with everyone, not just love interests as we extend the harmonizing energies of Libra’s ruling planet, Venus through the illumination of the Sun which highlights our unique personality. We seek balance in our relationships and mutual exchanging of ideas in order to bring about a more harmonious solution for all.

The only warning with this is to be aware of the tendency to be “too nice” for fear of conflict or confrontation. This is about having equality and you can’t have that if you are too afraid to speak your truth. By drawing in the strength of Libra’s opposite polarity - Aries’ ability to know and exert the self - we will be given the gift of diplomacy and tact that Libra brings and still be able to stand strong within our own boundaries.

On September 24th we have the Full Moon at 2 degrees in Aries. The Full Moon is always a time of extra tension, but with the energy of Aries here, it can also be an explosive energy when it comes to emotional outbursts! There are other planetary factors involving Saturn, Mercury and Chiron at play with this Full Moon, but I’ll spare you the details and cut to the bottom line. For some of us, we may experience the reemergence of childhood issues popping up around this time. If there is an emotional wound that still needs healing, now is the time to deal with it. Others may experience increased periods of anxiety and self-doubt. The energies of the Full Moon are asking you to find balance in your life by noticing the areas of your life where you have been neglecting yourself and to take action toward positive change.

As if the Full Moon energy wasn’t enough, on September 25th we have Chiron going back into Pisces until February 17th, 2019. This energy has us looking at the woundsof the collective consciousness and finding new ways to heal from it. There is much going on right now collectively as humanity’s vibrations rise and we begin our ascent into a new era and this Chiron in Pisces energy is calling us as a species to heal our spiritual wounds and find our unity.

On September 30th we end the month with Pluto, the planet of power and transformation going direct once again at 18 degrees Capricorn. This powerful energy has been at play alongside Saturn for quite some time now and we are seeing its effects in our governments, politics, corporations and financial systems all around the world. Transformation is inevitable on a worldwide scale right now and for some of us, it’s creating change in our personal lives as well. If you are feeling this, you are being asked to stand firm in your power and to grow from the changes taking place in yourself.

In Numerology, September 2018 is 2 universal month. It is a month for connecting with others and finding harmony in your relationships. The number 2 energy enhances the energy of the Libra Sun later this month. If you have any past issues in one of your relationships, now is the time for seeking peace and understanding. Even though it's about relationships with others this month, do not neglect the need for self-reflection and seeking the wisdom which lies within. If you do not do this work, it will make it more challenging for you to discover your own personal needs and how they relate to your relationships. Go for a walk in the woods, meditate in the park, put your toes in the sand, spend quality time in nature and find your connection once again. There are messages waiting for you there. Once you have a clearer picture in mind of what it is that you truly value, you will be able to approach any issues with others in a much better state of mind. 

Have a good month!

August 22, 2018

When You’re Awake but Your Loved Ones Are Not

You’ve felt the pull. You’ve noticed the signs. Your life is changing; you are having your spiritual awakening. It isn’t long before you begin to realize that you feel differently than the people around you. Even though you’ve known them for years or even all of your life, suddenly their opinions and viewpoints feel foreign to you. You may even feel disgusted with a sudden realization at just how petty their so called problems are. When you try to explore this new found path and share it with them, you are met with their resistance. You’re angry and hurt at their lack of support. Tension mounts as you struggle to make peace within yourself. It can be a lot to handle for a newly awakened individual. Here are my thoughts on how to deal with this transition into a more awakened and spiritual life.

Energy and Vibrations

First of all, take a deep breath and let yourself relax. You are dealing with a very big issue; you are dealing with something on a multidimensional level. It is natural for you to feel your life shaking up around you as you begin to awaken. This is because energy is moving differently. To gain a better perspective on this, we need to understand how the creative energy of the universe works.

Quantum physics has taught us that everything in this universe is energy - even your thoughts and emotions. This energy gives off vibrations in various frequencies. When your thoughts change and you begin to step away from the ego, your thoughts become more universally connected to first, the human collective and next, to the cosmic connection. This causes your vibrations to rise in frequency. This creates a reaction in your energy field (your aura) which has a rippling effect, reaching out to other beings around you. When your frequency rises, those around you must either raise their frequency to be a closer match to yours or they must go away, out of your field. It is the law of magnetic attraction.

When you are met by resistance by those in your life, this is a clear sign that your vibrations are changing. If you find that they are offended by or even aggressive about your changes, you can bet that their fear has been triggered because this change in you is seen as a threat by their ego. This is all happening subconsciously, of course and only the self-aware would know that it is coming from a place of insecurity. Many people fear change and see it as a threat only because they do not trust life, but it takes a willingness to self-analyze to even be aware of this, so do not expect these people to make this realization. However, it helps you to understand where their resistance is coming from.

The Unconscious Fear

The late Louise Hay, author and founder of Hay House Publishing, said in her book, You Can Heal Your Life that “all problems stem from a lack of self-love” and I agree. There is a very deep rooted belief that we are unworthy, that we are somehow not good enough. This belief drives most of our behavior and it stems from the ego’s thought system. The ego believes in the illusion that we are separate beings and that we are separated from our Source. This creates a false thought of unworthiness within the human collective, like we were somehow bad little children who God kicked out of heaven. This is the unconscious fear that drives humanity to destructive behavior; the belief in the illusion of separation is the reason for all the pain and suffering in the world.

However, when we begin to awaken, we realize the Truth and see the illusion for what it is. We begin to see how everything is connected, how we are all extensions of Source and how everything is simply consciousness having experiences. We realize that the journey through the ego’s thought system was in order for consciousness to learn duality, to know the answer of what separation would feel like and to learn the value of love. For without the dark, we would not know the value of the light. As we awaken, we slowly dissolve the ego’s thought system and replace it with the Truth that lives within our souls. But even though we are awakening to this Truth, we must also realize that many others are still asleep.

When we remember this, we can reach inside to find the compassion for our loved ones even when they are spitting in our face. Not to say that is easy, because it is not. When they get fired up, do your best to take deep breaths (breathing is life force energy) and remind yourself that this is their fear talking. They are afraid that this means they are going to lose you as they know you. They had gotten rather used to the old you and the new you is still unknown.

They are trying to control you so that you do not change because they have taught themselves that in order to feel good, certain conditions need to be met. This is conditional love and it is what the majority of the world is taught. But with your awakening, you are being called to find and learn unconditional love, to love without restriction. This is your challenge now as you face these people who are refusing to let you change in peace.

Have patience with them and yourself, should you find yourself falling back into the trap of the ego. Awakening takes time and change can sometimes be rather bombastic when energies begin to shift. You might find that you lose old friends, but gain new ones. Or you might find a way to finally break down the barriers you had with someone else and create a new relationship based on love rather than fear. Or you might find that your loved ones begin to awaken too as they notice the changes in you. Whatever the changes are, know that they are coming because of your growth and this is a very good thing.

Dedicate Yourself to Authenticity

When someone is truly being their authentic self and they are connected with that inner strength within themselves, something magical happens. The universe supports your sincere efforts for change and spiritual growth. When you have reached the place within yourself where you realize that the most important thing you can bring to this world is your unique and authentic self, the universe will provide opportunities for you to live that truth. And dealing with day-to-day living situations has plenty of that!

If you find that you are met with resistance about practical things like lighting incense or candles, carrying crystals, setting up an altar or anything of the sort, relax. It is not necessary for you to have this in order for you to continue your spiritual journey. These sorts of things are tools and although they can be very helpful for many, they do not make or break your enlightenment. It is the honest and sincere quest of the spiritual student that matters, not the tools.

If you can, try to talk to the people who are resisting your spiritual expression and let them know that you are undergoing a spiritual change and that this is important to you. If you feel safe to do so, tell them that having these sorts of things in your environment helps you to feel connected and in alignment with your authentic self. Let them know that you respect their feelings but you are willing to compromise with them and work with them to find a win-win situation for you both. If they do not honor your request, thank them for listening and move on. It is not worth fighting it, let it go and ask the universe to bring you a solution. It will and if you are not caught up in the worry, doubt, fear or anger, you will be clear enough to see the solution.

When I was in the “broom closet” as I like to call it, I was faced with this dilemma. I was living with my parents for a short period after my divorce. I did not feel safe to tell most of my family about my spiritual journey, although I was authentic with everyone else in my life. I was fearful of what my Christian family members would say or do if they saw my altar materials so I kept them in an old fashioned suitcase under my bed. I wanted so badly to express myself spiritually, so I asked for a solution and sat in meditation. Then it hit me, I didn’t need to have a permanent altar. I could build a temporary one. So whenever I got the chance, I would grab my suitcase, go out into nature and set up my altar in the woods or by the river. The suitcase itself served as my altar. This gave me the added bonus of being surrounded by nature and I found that my meditation and prayer sessions always went better out there anyway.


Whatever you are facing in your life, remember this, there is a solution to every problem. If you are clear, you will receive the answers from the universe in one way or another. To remain clear, you must be mindful of your emotions, your thoughts and your vibrations (which is what creates your life) so that you are vibrating at a high enough frequency to notice the solutions and the support that the universe provides for you every day. Spending time in quiet meditation is the best way for you to train yourself to be mindful of these things and one of the quickest ways for you to raise your vibrations. Make it your daily practice and test this for yourself.

Most of all, when you are faced with resistance, remind yourself that you are learning unconditional love as a part of your spiritual journey back to your true nature as a co-creative force in this universe. And please remember that you are not alone even though it might feel like you are. There are many  of us out there who are awake with you and the more of us who live our Truth, the more of us will continue to awaken. Major changes are happening on this planet and many of us are hearing the call. Know that although your loved ones may not be supporting you through this, the universe supports your growth and is providing you with guidance on your path. Your path is made clearer when you can see it through the lens of compassion and unconditional love. Remember this and you can face any challenge that comes your way.


What are your experiences with this? Do you have more advice on how to handle this transition? Please share in the comments!


August 12, 2018

11:11 the Awakening Code

It’s been happening again and again - you notice the clock right at 11:11. You aren’t sure what it means, but something about it strikes you as important or significant in some way. You try to dismiss it, yet it keeps popping up. What could it mean? Are you losing your mind? Are you just being superstitious? Or could it mean something much more cosmically significant?

I have been studying numerology for nearly twenty years now and there isn’t a week that goes by where I don’t hear from someone about their experience with the 11:11 phenomena. More and more people are beginning to notice this number and they are questioning its significance. I have heard many interesting theories as to why this is happening and what it could mean. As a numerologist and a spiritual consultant, this is my personal take on it…

In numerology, the number 11 is considered a Master Number (along with the numbers 22 and 33). Master Numbers vibrate at a higher frequency than the other numbers. This means they carry more weight when it comes to their influence. A person with Master Numbers in his or her chart often experiences a more challenging life than the average person. This can result in a more spiritual and rewarding life experience, however this isn’t always the case. Not everyone can rise to the challenge of the Master Number assigned to them at birth and instead they will operate at the lower frequency of the number.

The number 11 is the first Master Number and it is often referred to as the 11/2 because the person can operate at either the frequency of the 11 or the frequency of the 2. This is the number of the Spiritual Messenger. Those with 11/2 Master Numbers in their charts are being challenged to rise up to their power of leadership and to share their wisdom with others in order to bring about a more harmonious and balanced energy to the planet.

In my opinion, the occurrence of the 11:11 in your life means that you are receiving messages from Spirit or Consciousness, if you will. It is a wake-up call and if you are seeing this, it means that your level of perception is rising; you are awakening to your spiritual evolution. The symbolism you see around this number (and other number sequences that pop up for you) is highly personal to you and your own interpretation. Whenever you notice this or other number sequences that catch your attention, ask yourself what you were thinking about prior to noticing it. More often than not, it is a response from your inner being to something you were just thinking about. Sometimes it is simply a way for Spirit to get your attention. For me personally, it feels like a wink from the Universe, letting me know that things are on track and I'm doing good on my personal journey. We live in a subjective universe, so the meaning is always going to be unique to you. Look into this personal symbolism for yourself for this means that you are being called to your next spiritual stage of life as the symbolism will be specific to your life experience.

And this is only the beginning. 

You see, our planet Earth is currently undergoing a major evolutionary shift. This shift is happening because our solar system has entered a new place in the galaxy. We have entered a photon band with increased light frequencies coming at us at an accelerated rate, something we have never before experienced as humanity. This light carries information from the cosmos and it makes its way to us through our sun. This means that humanity is also experiencing an evolutionary shift as our planet moves to a fifth dimensional perception of reality.

Because of the Internet, more and more of us are connected now like never before and information is being shared at a rapid pace. This is increasing each day as more and more of us begin to wake up to the truth of humanity’s existence. The 11:11 phenomenon, in my opinion, is happening because it is unlocking parts of our DNA which coincide with this evolution. It is a trigger code for awakening. It is enabling us to see Truth as we have never known it and it is unlocking new areas of our consciousness.

Through our media, we see greater and greater contrast, showing us the ugly state of the world. However, we must be wise and consider the fact that our media is only one tiny window into what is really going on in this world. And we must realize that the mainstream media which we have so heavily relied upon for the past several decades is in the hands of only a few people with vested interest. This enables them to give us their version of reality and if we do not bother to do the research ourselves, it is too easy for us to take their version as truth. We then form our opinions based upon these “truths” but this is very dangerous territory and it is something each of us should take responsibility for, for what we focus on increases.

Thankfully, with the internet and the rise of independent journalism (those everyday Joe’s and Jane’s out there with their own blogs and YouTube channels) we are beginning to see that what we have been told about the world is not all there is to it! In fact, it is becoming glaringly obvious that Big Brother is and has been in control of our media for quite some time now. So it is more important than ever for us independent thinkers to share what we have learned and what we know so that we can be a positive influence in the evolution of humanity. There has been a movement to slow down this evolutionary process, this spiritual awakening, for a very long time now but this has shifted and now more people are awakening.

So what does it mean for humanity to be awakened? It means the end of the old systems, the end of the ways that are no longer serving us or the planet. It means a stepping down of the old authority and the rising up of new, innovative methods and technologies that are here to serve humanity, not just the privileged few. It means getting rid of those practices that are destroying the planet and its inhabitants. It means stepping in to a new way of living, a more communal and supportive way of living. It means us embracing love over fear, positivity over negativity, humanity over profits. We are seeing the beginnings of this happening right now.

It starts with the individual. It starts with you noticing the wakeup call of 11:11. Then it is up to you to rise up to the challenge. Are you willing to evolve? Are you willing to let go of the egotistic way of doing things and learn how to work with and uplift others? Are you willing to create a new and better world? Each and every choice you make will contribute to this evolution, but one thing is for sure, humanity is awakening and there is enough momentum now that it cannot be stopped.

We are going to see the end of the old within a relatively short amount of time and many people will be left feeling confused, scattered and afraid as they wake up to some shocking truths. It is up to us awakened individuals to do our own research and to work on our own spiritual evolution now so that we may be there for the masses who are still asleep later on. We are being called now to clear out our karmic debt and transmute the negative emotions in ourselves into positive growth. It is time for us to let go of those things that no longer serve us and to take up those things that uplift us and our planet.

Right now, only a small portion of us are awake, but soon we will all wake up. Soon we will all learn the truth that the select few have been carefully guarding for centuries. Soon we will realize our true origins as humanity, as leading edge creators, as extensions of consciousness and we will make the shift into a new world. We will receive disclosure on many different levels as more of us awaken. We will move into new areas of the galaxy and take our place as members of a much larger universe than we ever dreamed possible.

Humanity has been as if in a dream, asleep in an illusionary reality. But now we are evolving and there is no going back. The clock has struck 11:11 and the alarm is going off. No matter how many times we wish to hit that snooze button, we cannot stop the fact that it is now time to awaken. It is time to stop giving in to the ego and move into the spirit. It is time to let go of the anger, the resentment, and all the negative emotions that are blocking your spiritual growth. We must first do this on an individual basis and as more and more of us learn to transmute our emotions, the sooner we change our world to a better place.

Negative emotions are not to be feared, they are your guides, letting you know what it is you truly desire for your life. Once you know what it is you do want, it is up to you to start moving in that direction. You are the creator of your life; use these emotions to help you create the life you want! Feel them, process them and let them go with appreciation for what they have taught you. It is time now to see yourself as much more than a body. You are Spirit incarnate! You are the creator of your reality! You can no longer pretend to be asleep, you hear the alarm and your eyes are opening.

It’s 11:11, time to wake up!

Here is a channeled message on the meaning of the 11:11 and other number sequences:


June 26, 2018

The Number One Reason Couples Fall Apart

A client asked me the other day what I thought was the number one reason why couples break up. I know that she was looking for an astrological and metaphysical reason, but the truth is, no astrological placement can make or break a couple without their involvement.

In my opinion, the number one reason couples break up has nothing to do with astrological placements, but everything to do with a serious misunderstanding of our own power as emotional beings.

We spend most of our time operating from the mind. When we fall in love, our focus shifts to the heart because it is the heart that feels. When we operate from the heart, we are home for that is the energy of who we truly are - love. You may think that it is the other person who is making you feel so good, but the truth is, it is actually YOU who is doing that. Happiness is self-made. Your joy is simply because you use them as a reason to engage with the world through the heart.

But if we are not mindful of this, we place the responsibility for our happiness on the other person. This can come at a price because this is too much for any one person to maintain for another. It is OUR responsibility to cultivate our own happiness, but our society tells us that this ability is outside of ourselves, taking away our power.

And so after a while, the mind kicks back in and it begins to analyze and to nitpick. It sees areas for improvement and we begin to once again operate from the mind and we lose our heart connection. Then we think that we have fallen out of love with the person because they no longer bring us happiness but in fact, we have just fallen out of the heart center and have forgotten that happiness is an inside job.

You can maintain a healthy, happy and loving relationship with anyone when you consciously choose to operate from the heart. This may take practice, but it can be done. And after a while, you will begin to see that the only person you can every truly be in love with is yourself for that is your most important relationship. And if you cannot love yourself, you cannot truly love another.

Think from the heart, speak from the heart, view the world through the heart and the love that you seek will well up inside you, ready to pour on to others and upon the world. After all, love is what makes life worth living and is the reason that we are all here.

Here is a guided meditation to help you refocus yourself and open your heart to love:


May 7, 2018

Entering The Fifth Dimension

As many of you may already know, I have been studying astrology for the past twenty-five years. Because of this, I am used to friends and strangers asking me questions about their personal lives. But lately, the questions I’ve been asked have a much broader, planetary perspective. People are looking around the world today and many are fearful, confused by most of what they see. They want to know just what in the hell is going on? So I decided it was time for me to write this post to help answer some of these questions based on what I have learned and believe.

It’s In The Stars

Over the past sixty years or so, our planet has undergone tremendous change and many of us today can feel it. There is so much information thrown at us 24 hours a day and things seem to be getting weirder and weirder, most of us just aren’t sure what to think anymore. We can sense that something big is about to happen. We can feel a stirring within the human consciousness and many of us are just plain frightened. But if we are still, we can hear the call for transformation coming from the Earth herself. It’s a call that we can no longer ignore, for the time for change is now.

Astrologically this is a time of great change as we prepare for a new era. We have some major revolutionary energies coming at us from both Pluto and Saturn in the sign of Capricorn which is causing the slow destruction (and eventual rebuilding) of our hierarchical control systems (government, financial, education, religion, medicine, etc) over the next several years. Jupiter is also playing a strong role in the disclosure we are seeing as we learn more and more about the deception that has been going on in many, many different areas around the planet. 

To add to that, on May 15th, 2018, Uranus, the planet which rules technology, freedom, rebellion, independence and the unexpected will enter the sign of Taurus. It will be there for the next 7 years or so (after a short time back in Aries later this year, it will go back into Taurus until 2025). 

And this means things are going to get even weirder. 

The Taurus energy doesn’t like change, it wants stability, safety and reliability. But Uranus is the antithesis of stability - it’s going to stir things up and it’s going to bring unexpected surprises. Taurus rules finances, economics, real estate, food, farming and natural resources. With Uranus energy here, we are likely to see some major shifts in our financial systems, an upheaval in our banking system and currencies, and sudden changes in the food market, land values and access to resources. We could possibly see some pretty hectic earth changes too, volcanoes, earthquakes, etc.

We most likely will see areas of crisis during these changes, so it’s not a bad idea to make some rational preparations. But don’t let this information spook you for you are the creator of your own reality. And don’t forget that this change is ultimately good for all of us for this energy makes way for the new world to come about. Despite the chaos that may ensue after the collapse of many of our systems, we will see empowering change come about because of it. 

Uranus is about the people, you see. It’s the planet of the humanitarian. This energy will help many of us to unite and look for new ways of doing things in a way that is less destructive to the planet and our species. This provides the strength for us to stand up to injustice and demand our freedom back. This gives us opportunities to come together worldwide and find solutions to global problems such as famine and disease. It’s an opportunity to get together in communities and find new ways of living together and for us to develop new forms of economic trade. It’s an opportunity for independent thinkers to pave their own path especially as creative business owners. And it’s an opportunity to seek new scientific thought as we discover more and more about the abilities of the human body, about the nature of reality and about this vast universe we live in.

The Two World Split

It is known within the extra dimensional community that we are in the middle of a dimensional shift. Interestingly enough, many astrological happenings support this theory. According to them, we are currently experiencing a split in reality where one reality resides in the Third Dimension and the other is in the Fifth Dimension. They say that the vibration of the planet has evolved as has our DNA and therefore we must choose between the two dimensions based on our vibrations. 

The Third Dimension or 3D is the one which we all know as reality, of course. It is dense and it carries with it some heavy emotional energies such as fear. The Fifth Dimension is similar in that it is physical but less dense than 3D and operates at a higher frequency which carries lighter emotional energies such as joy (the Fourth Dimension is non-physical and the subject of a blog post in and of itself). They say that two different key timelines were created to support both of these worlds and that we frequently shift between timelines on a regular basis depending on our vibrational frequency. Our vibrational frequency is determined by our emotions. See how important your emotions are now? They also say that we can shift between many other dimensions as well once we unlock all of our DNA.*

When I first heard of this, I had a hard time wrapping my head around the idea that we could possibly be experiencing something that sounds like the plot of a science fiction novel. But the more I researched and the more I learned, the more I realized that what I know of reality is only a tiny little fraction of it. One phenomenon that piqued my interest and allowed my mind to consider this two world split theory was the phenomenon known as the Mandela Effect.

The Mandela Effect is where a large group of people have a different memory of something other than what it is now. The name comes from the fact that many people claim to have a different memory of when Nelson Mandela died. They say that they have a very distinct memory of him dying much earlier than 2013, some thirty years earlier in fact. This is just one of the things they claim to be different around this man. 

Many other Mandela Effect incidents have been popping up over the past few years too. Some of them seem pretty ridiculous and are easily dismissed as a simple spelling error or what not, while others actually gave me the chills when I realized that I had a very different memory than what “reality” is telling me something is. 

Scientists and so called authorities want to say that the problem with the Mandela Effect is that memory is basically squishy. That is, it’s not pure, it’s constructive not reproductive and therefore unreliable. And yes, for the most part, I don’t really rely on people’s memories for accuracy either. After all, memory is rather subjective, isn’t it? But while it may be possible that a few people have a faulty memory, it doesn’t explain the mass amount of people who claim to have the same memory!

Couldn’t these “experts” be relying only on what is scientifically proven thus far and therefore discounting the possibility of something that is, as of yet, unknown? It is arrogant if not blatantly ignorant of us to assume that we know everything there is to know about reality. Just look at Quantum Physics and what it did to shake up our concepts of what is real or not. And what of the multiverse theory? Are we so ready to throw out the Mandela Effect as nonsense when we consider that a large number of scientists (and non-scientists alike) are arguing for the existence of other realities? 

There are some interesting theories on why the Mandela Effect is occurring, this one is my favorite:

As I began to really look into this idea of a two world split, I began to experience some strange phenomenon. I personally have experienced something that could be best described as timeline jumps as have other people I have spoken to about this. I can’t prove it and people might call me crazy, but I can tell you that I live intuitively and I always trust my gut. These experiences have proven, at least to myself, that I do not know jack about what reality is and that there is much, much more out there to experience in this crazy universe than what meets the eye.

Anchoring The Fifth Dimension

Despite your beliefs around the subject, we cannot deny the fact that there is something major happening on planet Earth right now. We all feel it. In my opinion, it is very possible that we are experiencing a two world split. I do believe that we are experiencing a new dimension and that if you are awake enough, you will see the signs of it everywhere. 

In my own experience, I have seen remarkable changes that other people seem oblivious to, such as the vibrancy of the trees in my neighborhood. Since I have been actively raising my vibrations and seeking inner peace after losing everything I owned in a fire, I have come to a new level of spiritual growth. It was after this self-realization that I began to notice the little differences all around me and I began to suspect that something freaky was going. Either I had finally lost it and now I had evidence of my insanity or something I had once considered fantastical was actually becoming real, the leap from 3D to 5D. 

The trees are what first gave it away, they had never before been so colorful in my memory, nor as plentiful. My husband noticed them first and once pointed out, I noticed them too as did my sister but as we pointed it out to others, many did not. Then I noticed more and more things, little things like cracks in the pavement that had always been there and now suddenly were not or small dents in car doors that somehow repaired themselves overnight. 

As more people begin to wake up, I find it interesting to talk with people now about these little changes because they are beginning to see them too! This, of course, is freaking many people out and they seek the advice of people like me. While good for business, I don’t feel that freaking out is necessarily the best use of our energy. I feel that it is up to the individual to save themselves and to anchor themselves into the Fifth Dimension by raising their frequencies. And the only way to do that is to be in charge of our emotions. 

It is quite interesting to me that I have been writing about the importance of processing your emotions for over three years now only to discover that it is a possible gateway to a new dimension! How wonderful if that is true for that means that in order to have the kind of world we’ve all been longing for all we have to do is love one another, have compassion for each other and honor our emotions. 

But in order for this to occur, we must see the destruction of the old systems. We must tear down our old structures that were built upon greed and fear. We will anchor ourselves in the new dimension, onto the New Earth with love, joy and prosperity for all. The planets in our solar system have been aligning to support this all along. All we need to do is to look to the children to lead us into this era by emulating their love and natural compassion.

If I am to be true to my own philosophy that we create our own reality, then I am beginning to accept this as a reality for me as I am proving it more and more to myself every day. If I do indeed create my own reality, then I choose to create it within the Fifth Dimension for my heart longs for a better world. It longs for peace and harmony and the joy from living freely in a world that supports life, not in a world where we are still killing one another for finite resources. It is time for the New Earth, it is time for change. And you can bet that changes are coming, whether you believe in it or not. 

So the next time someone cuts you off in traffic or your spouse says something nasty to you or some political event gets you all wound up, remember you have the power to choose how you’re going to respond. They don’t have that power unless you give it to them. You always have the choice. You can choose to move in the direction of fear or you can choose to move in the direction of love. Just remember that love is the only thing that will change this world to a better one. 

So choose wisely.

*Scientists believe that the majority of our DNA is noncoding, meaning there is no known use for it. But what if this so called “useless” or “junk” DNA was really just our untapped potential? Some people in the extra dimensional community say that the reason for this “switched off” DNA is because of genetic modifying done to the human species by an alien race eons ago. Interesting to say the very least and something I will investigate further. 


April 30, 2018

The Anxiety Frequency

We humans are far more telepathic than many would have us believe. We communicate way beyond our spoken words and written language. We communicate visually, physically, emotionally and psychically. Many of us feel an unspoken communication with our pets or plants and some even claim they can tap into the consciousness of inanimate objects. Not to mention that we are empathetic by nature, capable of wincing in pain simply by witnessing someone else get hurt. It is almost as though we are all connected by an unseen, wireless network of telepathic energies. 

Well, maybe we are.

Most of us understand how a radio works. A radio station transmits a sound signal, which is broadcast as radio waves. These radio waves have unique frequencies which transmit out. Miles away, someone with a radio receiver tunes into that frequency and they can hear the sound signal sent by the station. 

I dare to postulate that we, as humans do the same with emotional energies. We are like biological, emotional and psychic radios.

The Anxiety Broadcast

At some level of our being, we know that this flesh and bone body we live in is only one dimensional aspect of ourselves because we understand that we are multidimensional beings. Just look at the fact that we have dreams when we sleep. Where is our physical body in that reality? It is in the mind, as are all things ultimately, and in the realm of consciousness. When we consider this, we can open ourselves up to the idea that we are so much more than our physical selves and we can toy with the idea that we are like radios, transmitting and receiving signals 24 hours a day.

Take the fact that many people today experience anxiety attacks. It seems that more and more people are suffering from them every day. Why do you suppose that is? I believe it is because it is our nature to tune into emotional energies. Since we have social media nowadays, more and more people are tuning into the energy of anxiety (which is just another mask for fear) at a faster and faster rate than ever before. Thanks to The Law of Attraction, the more we talk about it, the more we broadcast it and the more we broadcast it, the more anxiety we create, and it loops back again, becoming a stronger signal each time.

But just because it is in our nature to be empathetic, it does not mean we need to be at the mercy of the radio waves being sent out by others. We just need to learn how to tune ourselves to the frequencies we wish to receive. And once we realize that we are the ones tuning our own radios, we no longer need to tune into the frequency of anxiety or anything else unwanted for that matter.

It’s easy to blame someone or something else for making us feel bad, but when we begin to accept the fact that we are the ones creating our own reality and thus, the ones choosing how we wish to experience life, we come to a point where we can no longer blame anyone or anything for how we feel. This is how we learn to tune ourselves. This is how we take back our power and deliberately tune ourselves to the frequencies of things which are wanted. This is how we create a life more in line with our heart’s desires and it is ultimately, the secret to happiness.

Anxiety is a horrible thing to live with, I know because I suffered from it for many, many years. I had enough of my own fears and worries going on, I certainly didn’t need to tune into other people’s. But I didn’t know I was doing that, not until I made the decision to feel better (rather than kill myself), then taught myself to meditate on a daily basis. Once I did that, all kinds of new things began to open up to me. I discovered that the reason I would sometimes suffer from crippling panic attacks in public spaces was because I was going in totally unaware of the energies I had allowed into my energy field.

Since everything is energy and we are capable of sending and picking up on those energies, it is imperative that we let go of our prejudices about what is real and what isn’t in order to allow ourselves to be fully present in our own being. Meditation helps with this. When you meditate on a regular basis, you begin to see just how powerful you are. 

You see, we are infinite beings having a human experience. The mind is powerful, the heart is powerful and since we are creators, we create through our thoughts and emotions (which could also be called energy). But in order to master the understanding and use of this, we need to be more mindful of the energies we allow into our energy field and we need to learn how to control our emotional output.

Be Aware of Your Emotional Input

We are faced with a myriad of different energies coming at us on a daily basis, many of them so subtle that we are not conscious of their influence until they manifest into a tangible experience. In our modern society, the media and electronic devices are the greatest influences on our energies, but thankfully they are also the easiest influence to control.

Movies, television, social media, websites, music, books, newspapers, magazines, graphic novels, even art all carry their own energy or consciousness, if you will. In addition, because everything is ultimately consciousness, every thought that has ever been thought still exists. Each thought carries its own frequency signature, and there are many, many thoughts tied into our media. You can unwittingly tap into these at any time, especially if you are unaware of their influence on you. 

These all have a major impact on how you feel emotionally because when you engage with this media, what you are essentially doing is taking that energy into your personal energy field and carrying it around with you. And as we learned from Law of Attraction, like attracts like so the more energy like this you carry, the more you will attract. 

If you are at all empathetic, then you are even more sensitive to these energies and it can severely hinder your ability to feel good, as it did me. And if you are like me, it can add to your already going frequency of anxiety too, making you susceptible to anxiety attacks among other things.

The best thing you can do for yourself is to spend less and less time around media which makes you feel anything less than good. This isn’t easy in our society, where we are bombarded with ghastly images on a daily basis, not to mention the continued reminder of the decline of humanity brought to you by the fear and anxiety of those mindlessly participating in social media. But I promise you, the less time you spend engaged in it, the better you will feel and the better you feel, the better you can learn how to tune into the things which you do want to see and the more you will be moving in the direction of your dreams.

Being away from electronics in general is also beneficial because our bodies are constantly being assaulted by invisible frequencies thanks to our electricity, radios, microwaves, cell phones, automobiles, computers, tablets and wifi. All of these energy frequencies weaken our energy field both physically and psychically. Not to mention the fact that inventors of the technological devices capable of transmitting these frequencies designed them specifically for the purpose of manipulating the body’s magnetic field so that it is easier to manipulate our emotional bodies. 

Sound outrageous? I thought so too until I looked into the actual patents themselves and saw with my own eyes how companies openly admit that they are creating devices designed to control us. They understand that, without proper mindfulness, we are susceptible to this kind of manipulation and therefore are open to suggestion, if not outright mind control. This makes us easier to control as a society, especially if the frequencies are broadcasting from a place of fear. It makes us consumers of things we don’t really need, let alone want, because we are attempting to appease the fear that somehow we are not enough by ourselves. Advertisers are well aware of this and they use it to their advantage. 

It also narrows our perceptions so that we are forced into a certain way of thinking and acting which inevitably fits someone else’s agenda, whether that be for economic power or political power or just power in general. This, if for no other reason, should be enough for most people to want to spend more and more time away from such devices.

Take Control of Your Emotional Output

If you want to be in charge of your own frequency and have a better chance against negative influences, then it is imperative that you take back control of your emotional output. Take back your power and stop giving it away to every person, news story, television show or whatever has got you distracted, by blaming them for how you feel. 

You feel how you feel because of what you are focused on and because you are multidimensional, you experience an emotional response to whatever you are focused on in that moment. If you feel anything but good, then you are focusing on the energies not in alignment with your highest truth, your heart’s desires. If you feel anything but good, you simply have a different opinion on the matter than your higher self does.  

Let’s say for example, that you have recently broken up with your boyfriend. Things ended badly between you two and the thought of him just makes you angry now. The anger you feel is an indication that your higher self sees it differently. Your higher self focuses only on things which are wanted, in this case, a better relationship for you next time. 

The anger you feel is like a signpost on your journey through life, letting you know that your desired destination does not lie down that path so it’s time to change your focus. Your desired destination lies down the path that feels better and that is where your higher self is pointing you. Hence the emotional communication from your higher self. To you, the relationship went all wrong and although you may not be able to be in agreement with it, your higher self sees it as though nothing has gone wrong. 

Because nothing has. 

Nothing ever goes wrong in the grand scheme of things because all things contribute to the wholeness of who you are, of who we are, of who All That Is...is. We are all one, you see and as we experience life, we grow and learn and become more. The higher self becomes that “more” because of your experience, because of your asking for something better and if we go with the better feeling thoughts, then we get to experience that becoming something better which your higher self has already created.   

This is why it is so important to learn about your emotions and what they mean for you, for when you begin to see them as signposts, gently guiding you toward your desired destination, you value them and use them to help you in your everyday life. 

Many people fear the painful emotions, but this can cause repression. Repressed emotions can wreak havoc on your psyche not to mention on your physical body. And the worst thing is, the more you repress, the more susceptible you are to physical and mental illness, emotional manipulation and of course, anxiety and all the other negative emotions out there. This is because you are actively carrying around all of these heavy energies in your energy field, attracting more of it everywhere you go. 

I lived with repressed emotions for nearly thirty years. Let me tell you, it sucks. Thankfully, it doesn’t need to be this way.

The trick is to let yourself feel the painful emotion, no matter how scary it may seem. You have to just let it come and let yourself feel it. You might have to cry, you might have to shout, you might have to punch a pillow, like I did. Once you allow these emotions to have expression, you will see that the emotion will leave just as quickly. This is how you gain control of your emotional output. And this is how I overcame my anxiety and depression. It wasn’t easy, but it was simple in technique; you gotta feel it to heal it. 

My pain was so repressed, that I had to use EFT (also called Tapping) to help me become consciously aware of the emotions I hide inside. I probably would have had an easier time if I had gone to a professional therapist because I was processing some very heavy emotions, but that’s ok. I learned how to clear myself of those energies and more importantly, I learned how to process my emotions so that I need not feel overwhelmed by them again. 

Take Back Your Power

You no longer need to be a mindless victim against the frequencies coming at you and you no longer need to be a victim of your own habit of negative thought. Anxiety does not need to be an everyday thing for you. You have the power to decide what you focus on and how you wish to feel about it. And should the negative emotions pop up, let them come so you can let them go. 

Don’t be afraid to seek the help of a friend or a professional should you need it. Getting help is not a sign of weakness for it takes great courage to even ask for it. If you need it, let yourself get it. You do not have to do this alone. 

Most importantly, stop giving your power away by blaming others for how you feel. Choose your battles and choose where you will place your focus for you are more powerful than you let yourself believe. Take charge of your power and honor your emotions for they are guiding you to your greatest good. The more you practice this, the more you will learn that you are powerful and the more you will learn that you can do anything you set your mind to do. 

You are free and you are sovereign for you are the creator of your life. Don’t let anyone or anything else tell you otherwise, especially the frequency of negative influences. This is your life and it’s a short one so stop wasting your time - your most precious commodity - tuning into negative broadcasts. And instead, tune yourself to the frequency of your Source, to the frequency of your higher self, which is the frequency of love and joy. 

Do more of what makes you happy and less of what makes you not happy and you will tune to the frequency of your heart. Tune into that and you can never go wrong.


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